By: Erik Rittenberry
All of us, thrown into the slaughterhouse of history, thrown into a world of assassinated Caesars and crucified Christs, into a woeful world of useless wars and mayhem, a world one madman away from nuclear annihilation, a world of technocratic schemers and censored truthtellers, a world where cancer eats the flesh, inflation eats the earnings, and progress eats the soul. I emerge from a dingy dive bar on E 4th Street and sit on a graffiti-covered bench in the sun to watch the frantic folks babble on phones and walk with an unholy detachment on the sidewalks of an evanescent empire. Everything is hectic and zooming by, fast fast fast, the great symphony of modernity — cheap amusements, diversions, billboards of smiling stooges, steel and cement and wifi, guns and knives and needles, conmen, thieves, and murderers, fat wallets placed in the back pockets of adderall-souled bigshots looking for the kill... but hey, I just sit here half-drunk in the golden afternoon and admire the girls because the world is ugly and they’re still pretty in their rustling skirts, and their lavender smiles make me smile as they stroll by my saluting eyes. O America, what have you done to your children, these callous cogs in a relentless wheel, these nervous news-watchers, these swollen toads of bitterness and anxiety that wage war on their own lives. This once beautiful land of Whitman and Emerson now reeks of mediocrity and madness. I say let us burn burn burn the hollow creeds and the bureaucratic yoke of this waiver signing society, and let us revive the Promethean fire of the dead poets who have more to offer us than any of these wretched talking heads with a vested interest in keeping you and I “adjusted” to the soulless algorithm of the status quo. Let us burn burn burn the headlines of treachery and the flimsy thrones of all these pallid-hearted politicians, and let us do away with the life-negating dogmas and all the stupidity corruption greed war murder and all the childish delusions that sustain the idiotic inanities of a belligerent world. Luckily, my friends, the ravens still flutter in the demented wind somewhere out there beyond the barbwire, and the grass still grows in the meadows, and the lilies still bloom on sunlit hillsides despite it all, yet here I am, sitting in the golden afternoon on the incomprehensible streets of mankind half-drunk with a 4-day beard ruminating on nothing valuable, nothing exceptional, nothing revolutionary, just sitting there, alone, in the feverish gloom of the afternoon dreaming about pine forests and jugs of wine and old trains slicing through prairies, quietly awaiting the next lavender smile to pass by.
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